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Sands - Misscarriege Stillbirth and Newborn Death Support

  

I lay awake last night
listening
In a dark, damp daze
listening to the rain
 
I thought of you
As I always do
My beautiful
Sleeping without pain
 
I remembered
when I heard you cry
For the first time
so soon to our goodbye
 
I lay there missing....
Your kicks
Your skin
Your touch
 
Missing it all -
your warmth
your scent
too much!
 
You showed me love
which I'd never known
Tied strings
from your heart to mine
Forever sewn
 
And now these strings dangle
from a heart that
scattered
When you died
it didn't break
nor crack
but shattered
 
And as I lay awake
thinking all this and more
I though how you'd
come to battle
but how we'd lost the war.
 
 
To my precious Taidy Bear. I rested in bed for 7 weeks (5 of them in
hospital) to try and prevent meeting you too soon. In the end it was not your prematurity that took you away but some undiagnosed syndrome and associated heart problems. I was 25 and none of this should have happened. We were both so young. You will always be my first pregnancy, my first born boy and my first sweet baby. I'll miss you forever and will always be grateful that you knew the perfect time to arrive to meet your mummy and daddy! 
Taiden Travis Duffy 12.10.11 - 26.10.11

 

To my darling Jarrod

Although it has been a long time
mum will always
remember you,
never
forget you,
and always
love you

 

Summer Emerald Rose Jamsek

Happy 1st Birthday sweetheart!!!!

 

Play with the Angels my precious baby

Mummy will be with you again one day

4th April 2010, 4.01pm - 5th April 2010, 8.10am
Those 16 hours & 9 minutes Will touch my heart forever Mummy loves you my little Muffin

            X X X X  

 

We may not have met, but when I am born, Mummy will tell me all about you and I will always remember and miss my Big Sister who now lives in Heaven. 

Love Princess Button due 6th July 2011 xxxx 

 

        

 

 

June 20-25, 2000

In loving memory of Britany RaeAnn.

You will always be our little angel.

Loving & Missing you bunches,

Dad, Mom, Anthony, & Haley

 

Jaidyn Luke Mayman

Born sleeping at 17 weeks

25 March 2011

 

Our little angel

Forever in our hearts

 

Mummy and big brothers Joshua and Jakob

 

In Memoriam of Our beautiful Sleeping Angels

Klaudia-Rose Richards  Born  26/6/2010 at 6 Weeks

Ethan-Paul Richards  Born 26/10/2010 at 14 weeks,


Jordon Richards Born 25/3/2011 at 10 weeks

 

We didn't get to hold you, but you are in our hearts forever, would give anything for a single kiss or hug. We Love you all so very much & wish you were here with us. 

 

Love always Mum, Dad & Chloe xoxo

 

 

In Memory of

Kaleb Charles

April 11, 2011

You are loved and missed forever.

 

Angels Aaliyah & Alijah Jones
born at 21weeks 3/20/2011
Mommy and Daddy wanted you here so badly but God had other plans for you to be his Angels looking over us.
We love you so much.

 

My Beautiful Boy, Darling Boy, Stephen,

 

I can not imagine you at 15! Your tiny imagine is frozen and suspended in time etched into my mind, burnt into my heart and still alive within my soul

for as long as I shall live.

 

Over the long years I have learnt that it is important to acknowledge and remember you and most importantly to LIVE for your brother and sister. Grief consumes you and eats away your soul and very existence.

 

Life what we make of it, we should not dwell in the past with regret and yearning for what might have been, or look too far ahead in the future with fear,

but make the best you can of the moment.

 

Time heals everything but love and the loss of a child. Time diffuses and mutes the pain into a distant memory and helps us heal and mend our fragile broken hearts

as best as it can.

 

You will always be a part of me...

Your everloving Mama

xoxoxo

                                                                                    

 

MY SWEET ANTOINETTE

BORN SLEEPING 8.10.09

My Second mothers day without you,

i miss you so much and think about

you every day.

I love you Angel girl.xxxxooooxxxx

LOVE MUMMY...XOXOXOXO

PS. your always in my Heart..

 

Karissa our little angel baby xx

Mummy and daddy love and miss you xox

I'm so sorry.

 

 

To our Beautiful Little Jordan only with us for 1 hr and 45 mins. 
We love and miss you our Angel Baby.

 

 

To my beautiful baby Ashton it's been 2yrs today since you left us .

I miss you so much and wish you were here in my arms.

You'll be in my heart forever and ever.

Mummy and daddy love you so much and your little sister charlotte does too.

Forever in our hearts xxx fly high baby boy xxxooo

 

 

July 4th 1996

 

In loving memory of my daughter who was born sleeping on this day.

You should be 15 on monday.

 

Love and miss you every day

Mum and little brother Conor

xoxoxo

 

JAMES PETER BURKE

Miscarried at 17 weeks on 3rd July 2005

Greatly loved and greatly missed

 

To my darling little daughter.

You have been gone 12 weeks today. Only 38 days old. Thank you so much for hanging in there to spend some time with me. You really did give me a gift and that was having some time with you before you left us.

Thank you my little one. I wish you were here but your not. That's ok only if you are some where really good. Miss you so much.    
Love your mummy.

 

Miller Rose

 

Passed Away: 29th July 2011

 

My brief time having carried you has somehow given me a lifetime of love to hold on to.

You have left footprints on my heart that only a mother can feel,
and for that mi pequeña flor, I will forever be grateful for having my very own angel to bless my life.

 

I miss you so much baby girl.

 

Amor, mama xx

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

In Loving Memory of our 5 little angles, who were taken too soon.

 

Bradley John Born 4/09/2009  11 weeks

Chloe Rose  Born 19/03/2010  7weeks

Marcus Brian  Born 9/07/2010  11weeks 4days

Jennifer Kathleen Born 10/12/2010 5weeks

Brian John Born 28/05/2011 16weeks 4days

 

Even though we didnt get to see you or touch you, we think about you everyday.

I miss you so much , that I cry when I think about you.
You will always be missed no matter how much time goes bye.
Love you guys always.
We will see u soon in heaven, then mummy can hold you.
Love you always Mum, Dad, Samantha, Patrick and Rachel xoxoxox

 

 

 

To my little girls 02,09
in the arms of angels..... I love you and know you are never far away walking in the stars...
your absence paved the path for your brothers and through them I found forgiveness and strength,
knowing you are safe...
until we meet again xoxo mumma

 

Treasured memories of Jennifer Reynolds, it's  almost your death anniversary our little girl, we miss you so much, it's going to be your big sister Pauline's birthday tomorrow Jennifer,
she misses you so much, you have a little brother Kevin,
your dad and I were at your special pillow yesterday
and big brother Graeme and Pauline were there too,
they brought beautiful flowers and toys for you,

rest in peace Jennifer we pray to you not for you little girl because you were loaned not given,

you may be out of sight but never a moments thought away xxxxxxxxxx

 

INDIE ABBEY ROSE BORN SLEEPING ON THE 18/09/11
I LOVED YOU FROM THE MOMENT I KNEW YOU WERE COMING
I WANTED TO BE YOUR NANNY MORE THAN ANYTHING IN THE WORLD
I WILL LOVE YOU FOREVER MY LITTLE PRINCESS
SLEEP PEACEFULLY
LOTS OF LOVE NAN XOXO

 

20.10.11

 

Georgia Iris.

My first child,

My little one,

My love.

I haven't been able to write

a single word for you 

Until now.

 

On this day, your anniversary,

There was no push into life for you;

No cries,

No mothers milk.

They gave me a pill to dry me up,

To erase my maternal feeling.

They could not evaporate the mother in me.

I cried for you eternally.

At my most despairing,

I long to be with you again;

With you - the one who holds the truth of me-

Bad, good

Damaged, intact

Ugly, beautiful

Discarded, accepted.

 

I didn't know what to call myself.

Was I a mother

if my baby was dead?

Was I deserving of that title

If I murdered you with my imperfection?

I could not be mother, life giver.

I would not bring joy, or hope.

I gave birth to the deformed representation

Of the damaged me.

Mangled hand,

Missing leg bone,

Heart too small.

 

But to me, you were beautiful,

Perfect,

Whole.

My precious baby.

I loved every part of you.

I remember every touch of you,

Warm, silky, smooth;

The next day cold.

I touched your lips,

I held your hand,

I cradled you.

Your skin translucent and bruising;

Too delicate for this world,

But always safely held

Inside my heart.

 

Georgia Iris

My first child,

My little one,

My love.=

 

 

Ask my Mum how she is?

 

My Mum, she tells a lot of fibs,

She never did before,

But from now until forever

She'll tell a whole lot more

 

Ask my Mum how she is,

And because she can't explain

She will tell a little fib,

Because she can't describe the pain

 

Ask my Mum how she is,

She'll say Im alright!

If that's the truth then tell me why does she cry at night. Ask my Mum how she is She seems to cope so well She didn't have a chance to speak not the strength to yell

 

Ask my Mum how she is, and she'll say

I'm fine, I'm well, I'm coping

For Gods sake Mum, just tell the truth, Just say your heart is broken

 

She'll love me all her life

I loved her all of mine

But if you ask her how she is

She'll nod and say she's fine

 

I am here in heaven

I cannot hug from here

If she fibs to you don't listen

Just hug and hold her near

 

On the day we meet again

we'll smile and I'll be bold

I'll say you're lucky to get in here Mum, with all the fibs you told